I'm not exactly sure what's going on, but I don't think I have the strength to stomach this. You went through some of your darkest times when you lost the most important relationship of your life thus far, and I dropped everything on a regular basis to do what I feasibly could to try and be there for you and make you feel better. I never brushed you off or put you on hold when you were down--and you never even asked for it. WHY? Because you never HAD to. I didn't give you the chance to.

But now I've seen some of my own dark hours in life, and I haven't heard a whit from you in months. No hello, no sorry-to-hears, nothing at all. i don't even get the distant, formal, generic comments from you that I used to. I know you're probably busy and all, but you know what? I was too. I had a LOT going on, but I still was there for you when you needed me, for however long you needed me to listen. Now I know what you're trying to say, but I would have greatly appreciated it if you would have used words rather than the lack thereof. I would have appreciated it if you'd have been something like a friend to me the way I was for you. But this experience has taught me one thing--that I've been right recently to be cold and uncaring towards everyone. The more I give, the more I'm taken advantage of and/or neglected. I'm better off alone, that way I won't be disappointed anymore.i'm tired of giving all i can to people like you and getting brushed off and forgotten about when it's my turn to need someone to be there for ME. I'm tired of people doing this to me. I should be used to it, this shouldn't be bothering me, but you know what? It does. It twists my brain into little shreds and boils my blood. It's like I don't even exist to you anymore.

This is why I can't be friends with you anymore. I'm going to remove you from my watch list here, and on facebook, and remove you from my phone. How can I call you a friend when you've forgotten all about me? Don't get me wrong, I'm happy that you've found happiness, but you've been ignoring me completely in the process. It's time for me to end this charade.

Farewell, =Infrunitas.